178/365 - Self-Control

One of my uncle's Golden Chicken Ferns (Cibotium barometz).

I'm on the losing side of my battle with self-control. Lately I seem to be getting more angry and frustrated. I can't stop myself from reaching the boiling point that fast. One good thing is I am conscious of this fact so once I do reach the boiling point, I try to calm myself down as fast as possible.

Still, it's not something I like experiencing. I'd rather not have my temper flare up and maintaining my composure than having it flare up and cooling down just as quick.

Out.