[795] Rough Patch

It's been a rough month or so for my family and I.

It started with me getting the eye shingles. Normally it takes about two weeks of rest but after one week I had to start getting stuff done. This involved a couple of long days and less rest. No big deal since I was feeling relatively fine and was able to do a few morning walks as well.

The lack of sleep started taking its' toll on me though. I started feeling weak and sluggish. I still do actually. I just take more naps as often as I can now.

Last week was the relative low point. My daughter started getting migraines. Nothing a trip to the doctor couldn't solve. She's on a strict diet right now and we're being careful with her so it won't occur as often as last week.

Over the weekend something else happened. I'd rather not blog about it but let's just say instead of having a nice weekend of rest I was relatively high strung facing things beyond my control.

I honestly cannot wait for Christmas. I'm going to take advantage of the long break by resting and hopefully getting myself a full physical check-up just to be on the safe side.

Until then, I soldier on.

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[794] 2018

The year is almost over. Honestly, I'm looking forward to it ending. It has been one long and eventful year. While this year has seen it's share of heartaches I can firmly say that I have learned a lot this year as well.

And despite my continued weaknesses in attitude and willpower I am very thankful I have friends and family who always help me get my focus back on track. The challenge I have is to keep moving forward and growing as a person.

I just need to keep reminding myself not to fall back to bad habits and bad attitudes.

I hope 2019 will be a better year.

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[793] Changes

Times change. And so can opinions and beliefs. This has happened to me, and is still happening to me.

I have so many beliefs changing. These are based on things I've experienced and will experience as I go on. I can't say if the changes are good of bad, just that they're changing. And no, I will not share my beliefs here. Not anymore, internet. Sorry.

Just know that because of all the things I've seen and experienced my beliefs are always changing.

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