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| Santa figurines Martina and I painted a few weeks ago. |
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| Another 30D shot. I'm still rusty. |
I have been very introspective these past few months, and what a journey it has been. I always thought I analyzed myself a lot before, but now I just feel like I've been dissecting myself from head-to-toe.
It's all for the good, I suppose. Looking back, there are some things I think I'd like to do differently (quitting my previous job without a new job waiting for me is one of them) if I had the chance. However, this does not mean I am ungrateful for the experiences I've had these past months.
I'm becoming more self-aware of my faults, and I've been more conscious trying to overcome them in whatever way I can. I just lack that consistency necessary to be a really better person.
The only disturbing thing recently is that I've been feeling very depressed. More so than usual, and I don't think it's because I'm unemployed. Part of me is feeling very self-defeating. This is the major challenge I face right now, and I'm hoping that these next few chapters of my life can fill me with the strength to overcome these weaknesses of mine.
Out.
