Things seem to be going in a different direction career-wise. I will rarely talk about really personal things on my blog nowadays because of personal reasons, but I will say that things seem to have changed for me in my career.
Having a friendly and honest chat with some friends has helped a big deal, as well as coming to terms with some of my weaknesses and deficiencies.
Now all I can do is soldier on and hope that I can steer myself in a positive direction.
Out.