Well once again another challenge is upon me. I've tried to convince myself to be positive but to be honest it really gets draining trying to find the bright side of things. I'd rather not be specific about it here so I'll just rant about vague things.
I was blindsided by this new turn of events in my life. And like I said above, I'm trying to rationalize that this is a win-win situation. It is affecting me now, in terms of morale and mood. And I am doing my best to stay upbeat.
I guess I could say this could partially be my fault since I was always negative. Maybe the universe just got tired of my non-appreciation of things, I honestly don't know.
Or maybe I'm putting too much thought into things. Maybe this really is just a challenge I have to overcome.
Either way, win or lose, life goes on.
It just gets tiring more often nowadays than when I was younger. And I really, really, really just wish I could give up and just disappear.
Out.
