I think too much. And I think too much of things beyond my control. Or I try to think of all possible scenarios for things I want to do in my life.
Oftentimes I focus on the worst-case scenario. I don't know why. And I wish I could turn it off sometimes. Just go with the flow, but be prepared. Sadly I'm not like that.
I like to think. To analyze. To predict. Even stuff that shouldn't bother a normal person bothers me. My wife has tried to help me stop thinking. I've asked her countless times how to let go.
I've tried to rationalize to myself to stop thinking about some things that shouldn't even be problems.
I don't know why I think too much. I just do.
Out.
