Drained

The past few weeks have been draining for me. Mentally, physically, emotionally.

Once again I feel myself slipping into negativity. My cup of optimism is nearly empty. But now I know better.

I am still permitting myself to "slip." Not because I have no self-control, but because I know it is part of my healing process. I also know that I should tackle my defeatist attitude head on.

That's exactly what I'm doing. I'm no longer just wallowing in my sadness. I'm looking for things to focus on so I can move on faster from it.

I guess I have grown up.

Out.

ps I'm not that depressed. But I am drained. I'd rather not post about why I am. I just am.