It's almost the middle of December and I still have only two blog posts. So I guess I should write a train of thought blog and hopefully process what's going on with me.
I'm tired. Q4 of 2025 has been full of ups and downs, and despite me trying to control the feelings of the highs and lows, the curve is still like a pretty pronounced sine wave.
I'm not making excuses though, I still have a lot of growing up to do. Such is life. I guess I just need to be more mindful of myself and catch myself a lot earlier than what I do now.
Hopefully 2026 will be clearer than 2025. Specially Q4 2025. Fuck this.
Out.
